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For the life of me I cannot draw!

I can take a half decent photo but what I truly ‎excel at is taking a collection of photos and or videos and making a collage. I ‎was the one who prepared the video clips for all of my children’s bar mitzvahs. ‎I am thrilled to create these projects. Bursts of creativity flame my passions; ‎these are the times that I am lost within its meditative powers! ‎What I do find problematic, however, is dealing with the lingering questions in ‎the back of my mind: firstly, at what stage do I say “cut” and decide that I have ‎enough material for my project and secondly, the ongoing battle between ‎being “present” at the event and being behind the lens;

On which side of the ‎lens should I be?‎

While my children were growing up, it was very important for me to create ‎photographic mementos of every event, trip, party or performance. At times ‎I felt a spectator, missing out on once in a lifetime moments:

Being in the lens ‎and out of the frame!

‎Last week I was blessed by my daughter Naava’s presence in my Nia class. ‎What a joy it was to dance with her!

There are people whose presence brings ‎smiles, warmth and magic into the room.

Naava is one of those people! At the ‎end of the class when all of the other students had gone and Naava and I were ‎alone, I asked her how the class was for her. I was blown away by her ‎generous use of superlatives. I asked her if she would mind if I recorded what ‎she had to say. This is an honest to goodness translation of her words:‎

What She Said (really)!

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‎‎‎So, Naava, how was it going to Nia with me tonight?‎

‎‎‎Awesome‏.‏‎‎‎‎

‎‎‎‎Awesome?‎‎

‎‎‎Awesome, yah.‎
‎‎‎Do we speak in English?‎‎

‎‎‎‎No, you can speak in Hebrew.‎‎

‎‎‎It was strange. Suddenly I saw you in a different light. You practice (Nia) all the ‎time at home. Aba has commented on this in the past and I, as well as everyone ‎else, agree with him that there has been definite improvement in your ‎movement, your grace. Without warning, however, today I saw you in a ‎completely different light! It was like: wow! Where are those moves coming ‎from?! I looked at you and thought there is no way that I will be able to ‎duplicate those moves! I thoroughly enjoyed watching you move and just ‎wanted to sit down and watch.‎‎‎

‎‎‎‎Wow!

‎‎‎I would have brought a camera but that probably would have been too much ‎and you probably would have gotten mad at me.‎‎‎

‎‎‎‎Was it strange dancing with Ema (Mom)?‎

‎‎‎First of all it was strange watching Ema dancing like that. Strange to dance with ‎Ema? No, I am used to her “shticks” (from Yidish, a usually comic or repetitious ‎performance or routine). I had to get my “shticks” from someone, right?‎‎

‎‎‎And did you enjoy Nia?‎

‎‎‎Yes, I enjoyed it very much. I also enjoyed the company.‎

‎‎‎Nice! Is there a chance that you’ll join us next week?‎‎

‎‎‎Oy (vey), this is not to be recorded; do not record this! If I were to say yes ‎then… Is there a chance? There is always a chance for everything. There is also ‎a chance that you will continue to (dance) Nia.‎‎

‎‎‎The pleasure was mine. I had fun. Thanks Naava. Love you!‎

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‎May we know days of abundance, days of happiness and days of love. May we ‎meet the precious moments of our lives with a conscious presence: awake and ‎alive. These are priceless moments. We can afford to step away from the lens ‎once in a while; regardless, the picture will be ingrained in our memory!‎‏